There are so many words within me, I want to put it down, I want to write it down, but I don't know how to start, where to start or even where to end.
The agony of it all within the depths of the heart. So deep within that I want to draw it out, say it, shout it, scream it or even cry it, but it's embedded within my bones, in the crevices of my soul.
The ability to feel the pain from someone else's sigh, their dazing gaze of memories and their slow smile of courage to show others they are ok when they truly aren't. It's a gratitude to have the ability to feel for others on this level, but the churning of tears and emotions within the stomach of how painful it is to know this type of sorrow, this depth of emotions is simply too sad, too cruel and torturous.
The sweetness of a sip of water, the bitterness of a simple beer. It has now become the bitterness of the water and a blandness in the beer that use to be bitter.
