Twinkles In My Eyes

That day draws near….that day. 

The weather is the same, the smell of the vitality in a warm summer. 

Warm sun, blue skies, colorful clouds. 

Fragrant evergreens, vibrant lilies, musical birds. 

Humming cars, innocent laughter of the purest of spirits. 

 Thundering storms, pouring rainfall, lightening brightening the dark nights….

I can’t understand where I am…I cannot understand the feeling of my body….but my heart…my heart is hard, it is sinking with heaviness. 

There are twinkles in my eyes….from the tears so painful. They are blood, they are not tears…as it’s flowing from my heart, not from my eyes. 

There are twinkles in your eyes when you smile at me with the sun shining down upon us. 

It seems I cannot feel my spirit….but you remind me it is there….through your embrace, through your kisses, through your love. 

I miss your voice. I miss your laughter. I miss you. 

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